another update?!

ahhh ok yes its been forever.... AGAIN.... my bad lol I will make it a goal to blog more. lol haha i feel like ive said that before... lol. anyway lets get to the point I feel like there's a lot to cover....

the first big bullet is that Luke had gone and come back haha thats right! hes back! : D. and while the deployment as hard and seemed to be a lifetime... its wasnt all that bad. yes it sucked but I feel like it made us stronger which is a good thing for anyone. second.... ummm still living in the same apartments but moving in april lol. yes I have found something better for the same price were paying now.... *let me just side track for a second and rant about how stinkin expensive it is here.... for a small one bedroom apartment no utilities included were paying 1350?!?!?!?! sooo dumb!! * anyway.... yes new apartment cant wait. ummm..... while luke was gone we bought a car. got rid of the exploder haha and got a saturn ion. which its a nice little car... but its all standard and no air conditioning... which SUCKS lol. ummm I am working as a nanny, for three beautiful kids, Garrett 7, Tyler 2, and Rylee 9 months. they are soo great! i love my job and to make it even better it literally right across the street from where we live now. yes its kinda going to suck when we move but  oh well. this new apartment is AAAAmazing : D.
hmmm welll.. I think that's all for now..
more soon
~Sabrina

getting sooo nervous

AHHH so Luke is leaving sooo soon!!! I am kinda freaking out. I am not sure what exactly im feeling but I dont really like it. im looking forward to it cause I have a goal of losing weight while hes gone... but I dont want him to go at the same time.

We went to Vegas last week OMG it was amazing! if you havent gone... you have to! at least once in your life! its sooo beautiful! the hotels and what not are soo unique and beautiful.. just words cant explain. you have to see for your self.

Luke went back to work today, block leave spoiled me. : ) hehe. I loved being with him all the time. it was so much fun! he stayed up all night last night cause by the time we got home it was pretty late and he had to get up pretty early. hehe so now is 740pm and he has been sleeping on the couch for about an hour now! hes soo funny. he wont go to bed tho haha turd!

well anyway i better go but ill be back soon!

is this normal?

AHHHH sooo... Luke is deploying soon, sometime this month. I dont know if its because of nerves or what but is it normal to argue over small stupid things. and also i have been sooo emotional I cry all the time knowing he wont be here! then I feel bad for crying and not spending that time that im crying with him and then it makes me mad and i get frustrated with him all over again! ahhh its soo lame!
Its going to be a LONG 7 months. ugghh!!!

.... is this true? am I suppost to be strong 24/7 I mean come on no one can be all the time right?

ahhh im just frustrated! lol were leaving for Vegas monday... hopfully I get out of this "rutt" before then.

its been too long

Okay so yeah I havent blogged in FOREVER, sorry geeze.
Anyway, so Ill catch you up on whats happend since my last blog, 80 years ago lol jk.
We Moved off base!!!! yay! thank God. While living on base was nice cause you didnt have to worry about anything.... it was a pain in the butt. Everyone knew your business, laundry was a pain. and lets be honest the housing sucked. We moved about 10 miles from where we were, and let me tell you, I am in love!!! I love this apartment! its soo much bigger! theres actually room to have a table and chairs, and we have our own washer and dryer *yay* Our new place has two patios! and WINDOWS! ahhh the old place had ONE window! yes ONE. ahhh. I love love love love love love love it.

hmmm what else.... We got a puppy! shes soo cute! shes a boston terrier/pugg, yes a BUGG for short! haha soo cute. Meet Abbie. Shes soo sweet! but she can be a little brat sometimes! lol. her likes? Playing fetch, going "bye bye" she loves the car, and Cheerios! yeah cheerios! lol

As busy as Abbie keeps me I am still bored! I did however find a few new friends. :D

Luke starts his block leave tomorrow, its bitter sweet. He will be deploying the middle of April.
at first I thought deployment might be ok, but now that its getting closer im kinda scared. I am realizing that 7 months is a long time to be by my self. hopfully i will be going back to portland enough to keep my busy.
anyway Luke should be home soon but I promis this time I will keep up with this blog :P

Back to the basics

Hello blog readers....
hmmm where to begin... well I am a newlywed married to a wonderful Marine, Luke.

We currently live in Oceanside CA, we moved from Portland OR. I am  currently a stay at home wife, which let me just put out there; it had ups but downs as well. I love being able to cook and be here when Luke gets home and I love having time to myself, cause after this past year, I need time, but we will cover that a later day. Anyway... downs.... theres pretty much nothing to do! haha I mean yeah, theres cooking, cleaning, and hmmm... nothing else haha. I mean I could always go shopping... but is no fun by my self. I dont have any friends here, thus far anyway, and its really hard, to not have friends I mean. I mean friends here, of course I have friends : ).
Haha anyway I am kinda rambling. okay so the basics, just got married, moved, and no local friends.
haha yep pretty much sums everything up.

So I mean I think thats all for now.... hmm yeah thats all.
More Soon
~Sabrina